Teddy.

I woke up today from a phone call from Alina super early in the morning.

I felt like I didn't get any sleep the whole night and I almost did not pick up the call at all. Now I wish that I didn't. :(

She told me that Teddy died. He got bit by a giant dog and 5 minutes later, he stopped breathing.
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I couldn't stop crying even after an hour I put down the phone.

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I miss Teddy. :'(

I miss how he's always so happy to see me when I come home from anywhere. Even if i come home at 4 in the morning, he would sleepily walk out from wherever he is, to greet me.

I miss how he was so smart and learnt so many tricks so quickly. I even miss how hyper he is all the time.

I miss holding him and snuggling with him. I miss playing with him.

I missed him so much when I came here. Now, I'm never gonna see him ever again. I need to hug him :(

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God, please let there be a doggy heaven. Please.